Jai Gurudev! Have darshan of Prabhuji from today. And enjoy the Bhajan the I mostly listen to when I'm doing His puja:

https://youtu.be/U366TkM1sco

Enjoy this bhajan and the longing for the Lord. Often Swami tests us, He makes us feel such a great longing, suffering towards Him. This feeling may hurt, but is the upmost feeling for a Bhakta, a pain that makes you Sweet and that attracts Him. A real sweet pain.
In that way we realize the Love and Longing that our soul always has towards God, and when this Love burns inside of us, He will then come.

Bhakta Vatsala Gurudev Ki Jai!
Sri Swami Vishwananda Mahaprabhu Ki Jai!