Prabhuji Bhagavan, my Beloved Deity

I am just a broken glass, and You the Designer of all Why do You act like this, as You couldn't fix me Even if a scar is left, I still can serve You As I was created exactly the way You wished Lord of All, Lord of Mercy, Satgurudev I can hold upon Your Name And meditate on all divine experiences But I can't ignore You are now graciously here Take this broken glass, with so many faults Fix it, paint it, decorate it and smile Your smiley Eyes will enlighten all creation And fill me with Your Divine Love

I will honour You forever and ever Shouting Your Name out loud So that all can hear it Beyond the borders and boundaries Times that are joyful will be filled With Your Name and Glory They will carry the bliss Of your remembrance Times of pain and struggle Will meet the drums express my heart And a voice that uses all its air To feast Your Ever present breath Loud and with many drums I will always sing Your Name (To Paramahamsa Vishwananda)

Prabhuji, You came out to this World in the most beautiful way Can You show me this path in the opposite direction? From the Heart of Gurudeva You came out Only You, who is accompanied by Lakshmi Devi, can show me the way in Prabhu, the ultimate Lord in the magnificent form While some call You 'murti', I sense Your Skin and my heart beats with Yours My Gurudev, the pure compassion of God manifest While some see Him as human, I do know He is on top of creation and beyond Prabhuji, You are my connection to the core of Gurudev's Heart Lead me to reach there in (When I took my phone to write this, Guruji called, on the spot. I went to Him and told Him that.."There should be a connection between you talking to Him and me calling you straight away" - He said )

Where are my daily tears of gratitude How can this arrogance be so great inside of me That I don't spend my time in tears thanking my Lord For all the blessings He constantly bestows Where are the thoughts absorbed in thankfulness That carries me to the awesome shores Of the ocean-like infinite body of the Lord And makes me contemplate Him in awe My existence is worth nothing If tears of gratitude don't flow daily From my eyes to the Lord's Feet

When the last light is turned off And the world calms down That's when that pressure comes In the heart from inside out When all distractions get weaker And I have to face my feelings I realize how I miss You, Lord How I miss You, my Lord Like an unresolved chord Unfinished, I lay down Missing the most important part of me Which is You fully and only You What is that love that actually never rests? Even if I see You and hear You This feeling never ceases How I miss You, my Lord (For Guruji Paramahamsa Vishwananda)

My Lord, how often have you protected me? Visible and invisible, always stayed by my side Since times when I showed no interest In serving You and glorifying Your Name In a moment of introspection Hundreds of flashes from the past lightened my mind Exposing how Your Love and Mercy carried my all along And how ungrateful I have always been So many choices would have destroyed me So many desires could have diverted me Your Divine Touch manifested bringing joy and pain And drove me back where I belong By Your Mercy, Lakshmi Ma points her tender eyes in my direction And if I close my eyes Her sweetness is immediately there My Prabhuji, My Lord, Guru Deva How often have you come and protected me?

My happiness lies in bowing down to You, My Lord To be at Your Feet is the greatest joy That accelerates the heart and calms the mind And arises feelings I cannot describe All this people in the world that roam around With dry eyes and and a face lacking life Their lives have not the main ingredient Of being Yours and bowing down to You What an undeserved Grace felt upon me And gave my life the ultimate sense The sense they believe not to exist But it does, because I can bow down to You

I'm not even worthy of missing You And by your boundless mercy, Lord You do give me the grace of this feeling A beggar who chooses to be miserable When all riches are available to him Can such a being miss opulence? I beg you too, that I one day realise That by humility and sincerity All Your D ivine opulence will come my way And filled with pure Love, touching Your Feet I shall say no to all gifts That are not You Alone True happiness is to find only By the intensity of ones devotion And by being granted Your Divine Sight My Lord, when will this day come In which a desperate gratitude will arrive And I will be worthy of missing You (To Paramahamsa Vishwananda)

She rules over all universes And Her Consort ist the Lord of All And still she smiles and care for me My Lakshmi Devi Her Love and Service are the top Of all services possible to God And from His heart She looks at me My Lakshmi Devi What would be from me Without Her sweetness How could I ever be Without her blessings Her Lord is here walking among us Gurudev, who plays all the roles In order to uplift those who love Him Sweet Devi, the empress of All The Lover of Love Himself Only she can please Him and calm Him down Her eyes play with the Lord And she doesn't measure efforts To forgive our faults and speak in our behalf What would be from me Without this boundless mercy My Lakshmi Devi