Prabhuji Bhagavan, my Beloved Deity

When the last light is turned off And the world calms down That's when that pressure comes In the heart from inside out When all distractions get weaker And I have to face my feelings I realize how I miss You, Lord How I miss You, my Lord Like an unresolved chord Unfinished, I lay down Missing the most important part of me Which is You fully and only You What is that love that actually never rests? Even if I see You and hear You This feeling never ceases How I miss You, my Lord (For Guruji Paramahamsa Vishwananda)

My Lord, how often have you protected me? Visible and invisible, always stayed by my side Since times when I showed no interest In serving You and glorifying Your Name In a moment of introspection Hundreds of flashes from the past lightened my mind Exposing how Your Love and Mercy carried my all along And how ungrateful I have always been So many choices would have destroyed me So many desires could have diverted me Your Divine Touch manifested bringing joy and pain And drove me back where I belong By Your Mercy, Lakshmi Ma points her tender eyes in my direction And if I close my eyes Her sweetness is immediately there My Prabhuji, My Lord, Guru Deva How often have you come and protected me?