Prabhuji Bhagavan, my Beloved Deity

I'm not even worthy of missing You And by your boundless mercy, Lord You do give me the grace of this feeling A beggar who chooses to be miserable When all riches are available to him Can such a being miss opulence? I beg you too, that I one day realise That by humility and sincerity All Your D ivine opulence will come my way And filled with pure Love, touching Your Feet I shall say no to all gifts That are not You Alone True happiness is to find only By the intensity of ones devotion And by being granted Your Divine Sight My Lord, when will this day come In which a desperate gratitude will arrive And I will be worthy of missing You (To Paramahamsa Vishwananda)

She rules over all universes And Her Consort ist the Lord of All And still she smiles and care for me My Lakshmi Devi Her Love and Service are the top Of all services possible to God And from His heart She looks at me My Lakshmi Devi What would be from me Without Her sweetness How could I ever be Without her blessings Her Lord is here walking among us Gurudev, who plays all the roles In order to uplift those who love Him Sweet Devi, the empress of All The Lover of Love Himself Only she can please Him and calm Him down Her eyes play with the Lord And she doesn't measure efforts To forgive our faults and speak in our behalf What would be from me Without this boundless mercy My Lakshmi Devi

Gurudev You know, only You The secret of my heart The power behind my thoughts The intention in my steps You who embodies the One Who has Lakshmi in His Heart And is the sole divine power That sustains all beings You know Gurudev, only You How to save me from myself And clean up every hidden dust That separates me from You Infinites blessings You bestow And tests where I always fail Make every wound and scar A remembrance of Your Mercy I may never comprehend Pride, failure, tests and Mercy But i shall always know That You divinely love me Gurudev You know, only You are the one I belong to

The deepest mistery is the Love of the Master When I struggle with my weakened mind and nearly destroy everything The Master comes like a most sharp lightning and burns all my sicknesses This is His Love This mind thinks this sickness to be myself, therefore the pain is immense And like a most perfect physician He makes one ready to start again Now stronger and watchful This is the Love of the Master When proudly I think i can make it, He pushes the pain stronger When I give up and trust only in Him, my Lord He can deliver mercy with the most discrete smile That mysterious power is the Love of the Master Like a river which is sometimes in the surface and sometimes hidden under the rocks His Love being perceived or not, is always there Punishment or kindness are only its aspects And the reward of trusting in it is beyond the Universe itself

Because I trust in You, My Lord, I can keep going If I look at myself i see a broken sincerity A bag of hypocrisy and dirt everywhere But as long as You believe in me, I can keep going In Your eyes i see always the same divine Love That sometimes appears sweet, and sometimes bitter You fill me with Your Love, and I feel ashamed How can can somebody like me deserve that And behind it all, my heart rejoices Because I would not trust myself in serving You Nor would I know what is bliss like But because You made Your Home inside of me, I can keep going

Just hold me tight and don't let me go anywhere For there's nothing like the softness of your hands And the tenderness in your eyes Whenever I shake and begin to fall Hold me close to your heart and let me feel your scent By that I will quickly remember how to stand upright When I slip and begin to fail With your eagle eyes you hold me tight With your lion voice you make me strong When I break and start to decay Your touch will make me whole again And the image of Your Feet will restore me Whenever I'm weak to persevere Make your words like fire in me Courageous to spread and sing your glory Just hold me tight and don't let me go anywhere I gave myself to you and i should not have requests But that one please consider at last

The Lord of the universe acts out of mercy Even though I can't control my senses And my thoughts still dont taste a drop of Bhakti He still longs for my prayers Even though hipocrisy is deep rooted in me Gratitude is superficial and dry And my heart's desires are so often unheard and ignored He still longs for my service Mercy and Glory are His Name My Gurudev, for some reason I don't understand He can’t give up on me And His Eyes turn in my direction From His Feet all Glory of God flows From His Hands all benedictions are given He allowed me be a servant And there's no words to express His Greatness